My purple girl in braces on a sunny day is tuning her violin over Facebook with her instructor. She frowns in concentration and her bangs hang past her eyes. The grandma violinist tries to channel this rushing spring creek in the proper violin techniques.
The scanty overwintered geranium by the window glows red in the sunshine, and the violin squeaks and grinds out the notes. I wrestle with embarrassment over my daughter's practice habits, pride at how she picks out the notes by ear, and pleasure over how she has stuck with this instrument. The lesson is not about me.
"Wrist straight, watch your pinkie."
"Ode to Joy" takes shape. "One more time, take a deep breath. Let lots of oxygen in."
The little violinist is honest about what she has practiced and what she has not. The grandma chides and cheers in turns. We may be a little exasperating, but today we are also providing a needed distraction.
Witches broom mulberry branches divide the blue sky outside the window, while minuets are pieced together. Music vies for my girl's attention, competing with worlds that dance in her head. Sunlight defies the world-care in my gut and teases out a smile. The woman child on her violin defies my self-imposed busyness and teases out half an hour of sitting, seeing and hearing. She is so beautiful.
